All of a sudden, CHANNEL TERMINATION!

on April 20th, i was checking my email inbox as usual.
then, i noticed something unusual.

I received not one, but three emails from YouTube.

It turns out, it was about termination of my YouTube channels. The reason was "a violation of Circumvention policy."

i didn't think i've ever violated any policies of YouTube community guidelines, so i submitted an appeal that i didn't violate any policies. I was still confused why that happened.

after waiting several minutes, i got the result.
The email said the appeal was REJECTED, and my channel cannot be published again.

...what the hell.
the channel termination i didn't recognize only got worse.
it broke my heart, dream, possibility, ...anything else i had with it.
i was super depressed about it. i couldn't even sleep properly now.

i was still not sure what caused this. only thing i could do was to fight with the depression i had.

with that feeling still remains, i went to the bed and continued to think about it.

"what the f--- did i even do????"
"is that what called bad AI moderating?"
"......circumvention... did my sister go wrong with her channel...?"

after thinking so much about it, i remembered that my sister has a YouTube channel.
"maybe she did something..."

since i have the login credentials of her account, i've made a decision to login her account and check, in edge InPrivate tab.

when i logged in YouTube with her account, i confirmed that her channel was terminated.
it's obviously the reason why my channels were also involved in termination, i thought.

we live in the same house. and we use the same network. so the IP addresses are also same.
that made a confusion to youtube i guess.

because my english skill is still not enough to write politely, i embarrassingly talked about it with ChatGPT and wrote a sentence of appeal reason. after that, i adjusted the sentence a little and submitted an appeal.

and surprisingly, the appeal was APPROVED and my channels were REINSTATED!

so it's now resolved, right...?

...NO.

i did say that my channels were reinstated. but unfortunately..., not all of them were reinstated.

i have multiple Google accounts, and the reinstated ones belong to my third Google account, or i'd say my current primary Google account.
but, the remaining ones belong to my first Google account, or my previous primary Google account. and my main account belonged to it.

if you've seen my discord profile even once, you might notice that i have many youtube channels. (now even i don't know why i have that many)
channels like Jeyblasgezzirtecsivgralberfyzedgilefloacknevyst (hereinafter called Nevyst) were also terminated due to the same reason. but they got reinstated because of an appeal with the same reason.
driplase (my main youtube channel) and ixBw were exempt for this. those channels belonged to my first Google account.
channels like Nevyst are belonged to my third Google account.

i was probably using the channel for 4 years. i posted random things but it was the things i loved. i also watched so many videos and shorts. i loved watching gameplay of geometry dash and a dance of fire and ice. i watched so many tutorials and learned Blender. i watched live streams for absolutely no reason but to listen something.
it was fine until the previous day.

but now, the long journey...is nowhere. to be found. my videos that had so many memories are also gone. the greatest video storage i could use, is no longer available.
unbelievable. depressing.

i'm trying to contact with youtube through x/twitter @TeamYouTube, to lead my channels to be reinstated.
but what i concerned so much is, the contact might be responded with AI and just gets thrown away, and i never get any chances.
also, i'm not even famous. so, there is no one team up for me.

i did in fact get a response, but the DM content is likely AI (my thought, might not be) or automated.
i sent additional detailed informations for clarification. but even after few hours, they didn't seem to respond.
did they just closed the support as resolved and just ignore me? it's unresolved dude. terrible.

i'm losing the hopes. maybe it's not hopes, it's only just a hope. i'm getting hopeless.
let me just create something for entertainment, express my creativity, and share them on the internet...

the reason my sister's youtube channel was terminated was a violation of "Suicide, self-harm, and eating disorders policy".
is she getting suicidal...? ...or there was something too shocking to her...?

......uhhhh...
whatever she thought, she should have thought carefully before posting videos, and avoid posting some bad or stupid contents...
it's already late though. *sigh*

i still don't get it. my sister did something wrong and her channel got terminated. but so why did mine also have to?
she and i are separate people. i don't even own her channel and vice versa.

Moreover, it feels unsafe to use youtube's services with my accounts/channels even i just watch videos.
i don't want to sacrifice other channels anymore, since some of the channels i manage are not owned by me.

it's ruined now. i was falsely accused because of my sister, i guess...
i hate to say and admit it, but this is the truth, real story.

they don't even care about me anymore. just being forced to quit youtube.
one of the road to my dream has been ruined.

thanks, i won't appreciate it. i became unhappier than before.

alright, that's it for now. thanks for reading this...long weird trash blog. i'm terrible at writing articles/blogs. i will still try to make more videos, especially for Scratch JP community and KokkoSoft. so don't worry about it.
i'll appreciate if you help me reviving my youtube channels. i think it's pretty much impossible though...

huge thanks to my friends who cared about this, and you who's been reading this.

see you later, i guess...? bye~! i love you all...❤️